Stay and Go

I am a man of much sin and repent continuously. I go on with life though, in boldness and freedom, because of God's grace. I am passionate about God's Kingdom growing and knowing it grows as His church grows. And I am growing in this passion as my realization grows that my dreams and talents are only in my hand for His purposes.

I want to move on from where I am at, because my dreams still make me look ahead and see great things. But great things for who? God's Kingdom or for myself? For both I think, because I abide in Him and and He abides in me and when I build His Kingdom, He blesses me and as I delight in God, He gives me the desires of my heart. When I build my own dreams / kingdom I build only that, but when I build God's Kingdom I am blessed also through His grace. It is not difficult to see the logic in this if you believe what the Bible says. It is also something that amazes me.

Regularly I want to up and go, change my reality, but for now God says stay; and go! Go into my "neighbourhood" and shout His fame. And so for now and always I will stay and go.